March 20th 2015 "Confession Gone Wrong"

So I finally have the guts to the her how I felt today.
Let's just say I expected her to say everything she said.
It hurts, it reminded me of why I am the way I am.
Why I don't open up to people.
I knew she don't feel the same way as I do.
If someone wanted something to work, they will make it happen.
It's obvious that she doesn't want it as bad as I do.
I should just give up soon.

March 5th 2015 "Imperfectly Perfect"

Oh dear, I want you badly.
I don't know what it is, but there is just something about you.
It might be how imperfectly perfect you are,
The mess that I see,
The smile that melts the heart.
Whatever it is, you've attracted me.

February 1st 2015 "I'm Sorry"

It's been way too long.
Lots of shit happened.
Now I feel lost. I'm feel broken inside.
I feel like I wont be able to love anyone again.
You destroyed me and it's hard for me to feel anything anymore.
I've become cold hearted & I've become a monster.
I don't even know who I am anymore.
All my feelings just went away, all my emotions gone.
I feel inhumane,  deeply I'm still broken inside.
I'm sorry.