Random Thoughts November 9th, 2013

It's weird how I used to love this place so much and call this place home. But now I just feel like Singapore was the real home. It just doesnt feel the same anymore, like I dont really fit in and all. Although I try to hang out and go out as much but something doesnt feel right honestly, I just feel there is a lot of non genuine friendship going on. I dont even know whats wrong, it's just awkward. I'm just tired of changes, starting over and over again. Maybe I shouldnt even think too much just focus on myself, earn my money and one day everything will work out hopefully.

Sidetrack: Alone Time

It's been a while since I updated my blog. Well I'm gonna side track a bit, I will update with everything when I get the time I promise. A lot have been going on in my head recently, and the main thing is that I dont feel like myself lately. I dont even know who I really am anymore. Maybe is cause of all this sudden changes, how I'm adapting back to my old life too soon. I just need a lot of alone time right now to get myself back.  I really miss home, and when I say the word home now it's Singapore. I will just stay up looking at all our pictures over and over and again and think back to all the good times we had. So much have been going on in my head, there is still a lot of unsolved problems and things unsaid I feel. I dont even know what im doing right now is right or wrong, it's hurting so much. Alcohol and cigarettes are my temporary fix at the moment. I just miss you, I wish you were here.

August 18th 2013 "Recap of July 2013"

 

 

Kangling's Birthday at Butterfactory with GS, Eugenia and Eugenie

New faces I met drinking outside Zouk with Joelyn and friends

Night at Attica with Vanessa, Priscilla and Shakir

To be honest, I'm so lazy to update my blog! Dont really feel like writing recently, but I know if I dont update now its just gonna drag on further and further. Thanks god I still keep track of everything in my phone though. I have this little app, Evernote, on my phone to keep track of what I do daily. Every night I will write down what I did on that day briefly in the app since New Years Eve of 2012! I have no idea why I do it, but it just became a habit. It's good to look back also. I can read back and be like "Oh, what was the day I watched the movie?" Anyways, like I said I've been quite lazy to update stuff recently, it's already Mid-August and I'm barely updating for the month of July. Well it's not like anybody will read anyways. This is my blog, my personal space where I can speak everything that's on my mind and maybe read back one day and laugh at myself. Okay enough of the ranting, here we go for the month of July!

July 2013

After my Wisdom tooth extraction surgery

July 5th Friday            - Booked out on a Friday night! Went to grab a beer with Keith and Wilson at
July 6th Saturday        - It was Powerhouse last day before they closed down. I was gonna go down with Pek Lian but then I got rejected of entry with Wilson due to our tattoos, so we just went next door to Neverland 2 instead with Wilson and Jermaine then Joelyn and Jason managed to psycho me to Attica with them so I went to Zouk for a short while then met Shakir and Jess there. Ended up at Attica with Shakir's friend and met Vanessa and Priscilla.
Golden Mile Thai Disco.
July 7th Sunday          - Woke up at Shakir's place the next morning. Had no idea how I ended up there, maybe cause we drank to much that night. Nevertheless went to eat at Changi Village with Shakir then he sent me back. Went over to Charm's place to chill with Adeve that night, then booked in the next morning.

July 10th Wednesday  - Went to Pizza Hut with GS for nights out. Had a proper dinner before my wisdom surgery the next day, then went home since I took off for my surgery the next day.

July 11th Thursday      - Went for my left side wisdom tooth extraction. After surgery went home to sleep the whole day.
July 12th Friday          - Went to finish my tattoo's Japanese background until 3 in the morning then went to Planet with Keith, Wilson, GS and KL after for beer.
July 13th Saturday      - Went to town to chill with GS and his secondary school friends then we went to Zouk afterwards with Joel and HK then I met Joelyn and Jason there.
July 14th Sunday        - Skype mom in the afternoon then just stayed home and had movie marathon.

Added the Japanese background to my sleeve 90% completed

July 19th Friday          - Went to Zouk with huge group with the shell guys, Steph's group and GS's group! Fun night Zouk since got so big group.

July 20th Saturday      - Drink near Zouk with Joelyn and her friends. Had a chill night and met lots of
new faces,  Joelyn's friends (Jackie's group)

July 25th Thursday     - Extracted the right side of the wisdom tooth. Went home to rest the whole day after the surgery.

July 26th Friday          - Met up Quanman, Cheryl and Steph at town to have dinner and catch up. Then went to Butterfactory for Kangling's birthday.
July 27th Saturday      - Met Clara for dinner at WATAMI Jcube then we headed  Zouk at night for Eugenia birthday with her groupie and GS. Then we went to MINK after that. That night Clara ended taking my keys home accidentally so went over to granpa's place to sleep in the morning.

Night at Zouk for Eugenia's birthday with Clara <3

July 28th Sunday        - Skyped mom in the afternoon. Then went to Clara at JEM to pick up my keys then went home to change then met Clara and Karen at Jcube then we went to town to meet GS and KL to chill then catch the movie Wolverine with GS and his poly friends at town and went home to sleep since need to book in the next morning.

Just like that another month have passed. Left 2 more months til I'll be returning to the states. Time is running out in Singapore so I'm trying to make the best of it and use my time wisely before I go back spending time with everyone, with the people that matters to me in my life!

First picture with my full sleeve, chilling at the Hilton hotel at town

Clara & Me at Jcube <3

Me and Quanman catching up at dinner

Shakir and Me and Attica

Camwhoring in bunk when we couldnt sleep at night. Love these guys!

Taiwan 2013 "A Month I Will Never Forget"

July 30th 2013 "Recap of June 2013"

Playhouse with the Groupie

Night at Neverland II & Playhouse

It's been a while since I catch up on blogging, been real busy recently. Well actually just lazy to be honest. I guess its a good thing that I havent been blogging though. Means im not being emo lately! Too busy to be emo HAHA. Well lets see where I left off. Hmm, it was the night of May 28th 2013 on a Tuesday night. Well much have happened since then of course. It's been about 2 months since then. Quite lazy to recap everything so I'm just gonna recap it in a timeline way of the events in end of May and the whole month of June!

Quanman's Birthday

Cooking breakfast for everyone!

May 2013
May 29th Wednesday- Went to Dream then Playhouse with WJ, GS, Ben, Steph, Jess, Pek Lian and Serena.
May 30th Thursday   - Watched the Hangover 3 with Wilson, Edmund, Charmaine and GS. Then went over to Wilson's place and did my first tattoo on him!
May 31st Friday        - Met Charms, KL and GS in town then went over to Charms and crash.

June 2013

Groupie for the night at Dream/Playhouse

June 1st Saturday      - Met GS for dessert at Chinatown. Went to visit Alice (Apple's mom) at her workplace then head to Zouk with Steph, GS, Weijun & Jessica.
June 2nd Sunday       - Stayed up the whole morning taking care of Steph at her void deck since she drank too much, then went to Skype mom. Then Steamboat at Cheryl's house before booking in.
June 5th Friday         - Went to Neverland II then left since it was too packed then we headed to Playhouse with KL, Joel, GS, Clara and Joelyn.
June 6th Saturday     - Beer night at Rebel with Kinleung, Kangling, GS and met Steph and Cheryl there.
June 7th Sunday       - Skype mom. Went to visit the family then book in at night.
June 13th Thursday   - Booked out on a Thursday! Joelyn came over to chit chat with me and catch up.
June 14th Friday        - Met Steph at Jurong Point for desert then went to Grandpa's house to spend a night due to air con servicing.
June 15th Saturday    - Quanman's birthday at Timbre with Sin, Szeto, Sharalyn, Cheryl and Steph. Went to the airport for cake after that then Wei Jun, Yuan Kiang, Shawn, Jess and Steph came over for drinks and chill. Ended up cooking breakfast for everyone.
June 16th Sunday      - Went to JEM for family lunch in the afternoon at Ramen Play. Got a haircut and finished myORD package and book in.
June 20th Thursday   - BOOK OUT!
June 21st Friday        - Stay homed all day drawing my Candy Skull.
June 22nd Saturday   - Steph, Cheryl, YK and Nukun came over to drink and hangout.
June 23rd Sunday      - Went over to Charms with GS. Talk cock and had supper together.
June 24th Monday     - Went to Selarang Camp for my dental FFI then lunch with Clara at Lenas before booking in.
June 28th Friday        - Guard Duty with Guansan!
June 29th Saturday    - Accompany Charms to get her tattoo at Wilson's then went to Samurai Pub at Boat Quay with Wilson, QM, Cheryl, Steph, GS and KL. Then we hopped to Playhouse followed by Planet Paradise with Keith.
June 30th Sunday      - Skype mommy then went to meet GS at Tampines. Watched White House Down then booked in together.

Candy Skull drawn by me

First tattoo I've ever done on Wilson

Beer Night at Rebel

Playhouse with ZY, Wilson, KL & GS