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| NDP Preview 2012 |
This weekend I managed to spend some quality time together with her, slept over at her house for the whole weekend. It was a good feeling, we were like a married couple. On Friday night, I came home early and waited for her to get off work so I went and bought our 4th son Mr. Zabbit as a surprise since she's been hinting me a lot for a new rabbit recently. Then we went to Pasar Malam and bought some food home for dinner. We spend the night together and cuddle through the night before I had to go for NDP duties in the morning. Spend the whole Saturday doing the NDP Preview Show, the fireworks was amazing, somehow just by watching fireworks makes me miss her more, wish that she was there with me watching the fireworks together. She went to club with her friend Cadman on Saturday night and I went over her house and wait for her to come home. Me and her mom was chatting through the night, I told her more about myself and tell her my plans for the future with her daughter and how I wish to have a family to come home to after work, have dinner with my family asks how was their day then read a storybook to my kids. Then her mom laughed at me. Haha ^^ I told her I didnt really have a real father figure growing up and that's why I really want to be there for my children in the future and be that father I never had and didnt have much of a childhood growing up, hence when Im with her daughter I can be like a little kid around her and just be happy. We talked until about 3-4 in the morning when I told her she should get some sleep since she have work the next morning. She's really became like a mother figure for me here in Singapore since my mom is still back in Colorado. It actually makes me miss my parents more and realize how much they mean to me.
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| Our Sons. Mr. Zabbit. Mr. Babbit. Mr. Rabbit & Mr. Wabbit |
She got home around 5 in the morning, I fell asleep waiting for her. But I still wake up make sure that she was okay when she got home, surprisingly she didnt drink that much, still looked quite sober. She then told me about her night how 4-5 guys was hitting on her but she rejected them all. :) Then she told me she saw her ex, the bastard over there too and how it ruined her night. I felt like a married couple like my wife went out then come home to me and tell me about her night, haha. She probably thinks I was paranoid about her going to club with other guys but surprisingly I wasnt. I was more concerned that if she drank too much and couldnt come home and not worrying that she will do something behind my back or such, cause I know she knows better. I think the trust have definitely gotten stronger and my ways have really started to change for the better, being less paranoid about things. My friend told me something that I find quite true, he said there are 2 kinds of people in the world, the ones who always think about going out with other people or thinking about other guys while being in a relationship with you and there are the people that always goes out with others but always come home to you at the end of the day and always think of you while she's out. You cant really have the best of both world, just have to deal with it. To me it really made sense in a way.
On Sunday, we went to the doctor to put her bones back in place on her ankles then went to the temple at Bugis. Then we walked to Orchard and grab dinner there. When we got home, we watched a movie in bed like how we used to be then she washed my face with salt to remove all my whiteheads. Im so fortunate to have her in my life. Even though she makes me angry or sad sometimes but she always know how to turn my frown upside down. I really treasure every second when I am with her, every second counts. Every second im not around her I miss her. 3 more days til our 1 year anniversary, sort of. Even though we are not really officially together anymore but we have been together for 1 year already, the best 1 year of my life. Still thinking where to take her for our anniversary dinner and her anniversary gift. In about 2 weeks time I will be going to Brunei for training for 2 weeks, returning on 6th of September. Just trying to spend as much time I can spend with her before I go to Brunei for my 2 weeks of hell. I know that sure as hell that im gonna miss her so much, just trying to spend as much time with her for now, every seconds counts.
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